to Him all things return

i am very so so exhausted right now. tapi kena kuatkn jugak. still got 2 classes to go for d day. and my tummy really hurt due to sleepless nights, hunger & stress... i dun wanna skip classes today, coz im skipping morning classes tomorrow. another eye checkup for i dont know how many times..

it has been an adventurous weekend. and again, kita hanya merancang, Allah yg menentukan segalanya. i tot this weekend will be so relaxed and getting ready to go back to uni after 5 months. yeah, i think i forgot most ecnomic terms that i have learned. huhu. tot wanna do a simple revision too.. but i can't even get enough sleep over the weekend..

Cik (my granma) passed away on saturday. i was about to park my car in front of the house when my dad told me. mama was devastated, but she's okay now. when i got the news, the first thing that crossed my mind "baru je few days ago she was sleeping on my bed, and sy pimpin Cik nak pergi toilet gosok gigi. sy pimpin Cik nak makan, nak duduk, and wherever she wanna go"

i was shocked and cried in the car till i can control myself. i gotta be strong for mama..

cut the story short, all of us went to melaka, and bawak jenazah balik kelantan.. it was my first time experience duduk dalam van jenazah.. we arrive in kelantan on sunday 7am, then solat jenazah at 9am and terus kebumikan.. Alhamdulillah evrything went well, cuaca the whole day mendung and sejuk, Cik dapat tanah kubur betul2 dpn pagar, senang nak cari

it was sad to realize i cnt see her anymore, tp bile teringat dia pergi dlm keadaan yg baik, tenang, n semua org pn berpuas hti sbb evrything went well, i rse so happy for her.. insyaAllah, smoga Allah mencucuri rhmt arwah Cik.. even we dun get to spend much time together, but i love her...

Al-Fatihah